Beginnings

Plauged by illness! I'm not doing very well on any front lately. I think maybe I'm spread too thin. It is just a stupid thing. In my own head.

Could is be more? I don't know.

I've just tried today to do what is right. I'm not even sure what that is. I'm just sweating now. Even a few minutes of typing has me in rivulets. Comical sweating. I feel like I'm dumping water over my head. Crazy.

At least I'm not vomitting and messing my pants up anymore. I chewed a little sage earlier and made a tabbacco offering, so maybe this is just me getting better.

I've tried keeping close to my crystal collection too. I just need to get back in alignment. So ill. Gosh. It's been since Friday. Uncontrollable sinus and everything else too. My headache is the worst part. Double vision and sensitive to light. I've been drinking so much water I'm worried about my own safety! I think I've dropped another 15 lbs. Pretty soon I'll be nothing but bones.