In last night dream I was carrying a baby...I was sitting on a high chair...like a bar chair..and I was nearly falling off it...I shouted...take the baby...I am going to drop it...hurry...a women come...and she did not take the baby...she was like waiting for me to gain balance...and when I did gain the balance she took the baby...and I could get down from the bar chair...and when I standed up I felt how my isschias nerv was pinched and I had so such a pain on my back....here I awoke...
In last night dream I was listening to a dialog....one asked...what did you do at the church...the other one answered...I was reading confessions....
In last night dream 2 women bullied me by wispering to each other and looking at me and laughing...I was doing disches and crying...a young man come and asked what I was crying for...I told about those 2 women bulling me...he tryied to feel compassion for me but did not succeed ...I confronted one of them ..but she did not take me seriously...she was splaching water from a water-bottle at my face and smurking....here I awoke myself...
I have bean training waked state to succeed to extend my awareness to
feel outside of my body with the invisible hands...no success yet...
but...in last night dream I did succeed....now I know how it feels...so maybe
I succeed in awaked state too 😊
